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The DANCER  Li Mei; Crazzelle I DANCE laugh eat shit sleep, BURP and then EAT SOMEMORE:D
previous posts my life's changing everyday LIMEI IS GOING CRAZY :( LIMEI WANTS TO LIVE WITH ... love gave me a kiss an old song that you know by heart i turn to you standing in new light end of the week! think i need a sunrise if it's meant to be, it'll be PAST June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 February 2010 XOXO
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Friday, July 31, 2009 ( was i the only one @ 8:52:00 PM ) lets make miracles ballet majors exam dates are finally out! and very coincidentally, i got the same time and date as last year again! so the day im taking exam, it will be exactly one year from the last time i made "miracles' and got distinction for advance foundation. so hopefully miracles will happen on that very day again! and yeah i need lots and lots of luck. i think it'll be one of those rare few times that limei thinks she really needs luck to dance well:/ usually, i never really felt that luck was a factor, its either you've worked hard enough, or you havent. ahwells.. i really dont know. i mean i havent felt so much insecurity before. its even more than what i felt for intermediate 2 years ago. and i didnt do very well for that:/ oh and Ms Lee's not my pianist:/ the only time she didnt play for me was intermediate, and yeah like i said, its the only time i got a merit D: pishhhh bad signs ive been getting lately uhh? but limei shall remain positive and not let her brain think of things that will cause her to screw up! and surprisingly, i felt good aft ystd's class. like i havent felt like that for a really long time. yes i stil went for ballet even though i wasnt feeling too well. but i think i really cant afford to miss anymore classes. limei's going to have to miss one for nat day celebrations in school though. and yeah somehow i feel good! maybe cos ystd i didnt go to school and when i went for class i wasnt too tired, and i could focus and work my body properly;) ahhh how i wish there's always no school on the days that i have dance.. ohwells dream on limei! and limei knows now that it wasnt anything or anyone that contrbuted to limei's usual poor performance. its that body of her's that's konking out from exhaustion:) so conclusion? limei will eat healthy and sleep more so she'll do well!  and somehow i feel so much more energised today! it felt like someone just took all the fuzziness away from my head:) thank goodness! and we went back to rg for pw interview today! miss rg abit lah. like i really missed working hard, staying in school to do work with clan and all. you know sometimes limei feels like she doesnt fit in anymore:/ not that limei's complaining or anything. she just knows that maybe somethings have changed, and it was inevitable. maybe i was too busy with my life, but somehow i just feel excluded now:( i know i havent been giving alot of myself this year. and i dont know but maybe some of you might thing i've changed cause of the 'stereotypes' im associated to now? i dontknow:/ but ohwells, no matter what i still love clan<3 and had dance prac today! it went well:) managed to clean up the dance. but i didnt get a full turn out today:/ and i think i wont get one till like wed which is the next rehersal already:/ but i trust that we're all hardworking people who will spend time practising in front of the mirrors at home tsktsk! and i must say: SANDY JIAWEN KUNHANG LYNN LYDIA!! YOU GUYS TOTALLY WORKED IT TODAY AND IT WAS JUST FANTABULOUSSS! keep up the good attitude and confidence babes:D teeheehee look out for us on nat day celebrations:) oh and bring that hanky of yours, cos you're in for some HOT STUFF!    0 comments |
